i want to feel stable/neutral again.

everything i think about is causing me anxiety.

school,
the prospect of work,
other people,
exercise,
consciousness.

i don't feel safe. i don't know how to explain this feeling, but i'm not dealing with it well. all i want to do is sleep and eat. i want the medications to hurry up and get back into my system but i think it takes a couple weeks. i have no idea how i'm going to live with myself until then.

i just want to feel better?